"Pierre Armand Garcia Yiu fam business nga kaya nga mahirap magleave e. uhm postpone nalang kaya natin? hahahaha June? pls pls pls"
hahaha damn, i almost replied to him: "HAHAHAHAH akala mo ah...."hina mo" pala men eh! ngayon alam mo na?! HAHAHAH"
@tony - i don't have anything against you telling armand WHATEVER because his your bestfriend, but dude, i ALREADY KNOW WHAT he is going to say, so please, DON"T bother telling him this shit na, kasi pare, lahat ng mga nakakarating sa kanya, panget labas eh, OO, totoo, sabihin na natin panget talaga, OO sabihin na natin: "sorry vil, pero kahit ako naiinis na" taena, ano sa tingin niyo, madali? nakita mo ako nageexcuse? hindi naman diba?
actually may pLano na ako on how to go about this all the shit that's going on, for what it's worth, THANK YOU. seriously, i APPRECIATE whatever you guys are doing to help me, it's just TOO MUCH information for me to handle in one sitting, i WOULD ALWAYS FEEL like shit whenever the topic is about be sucking at whatever shit i suck in, I GET THE PICTURE! and ALWAYS REMINDING me SUCKS big time dudes..REALLY...
the only person who made sense last night you know who? GUILSON, he was the only one sensible enough to tell me what i needed to hear..although medyo bitin for me, but it was what i really needed at that moment, you know what he said after all you guys told me "WHAT I NEEDED TO DO?"
"ikaw orville bahala, buhay mo yan..." sana dinagdagan lang niya ng: "eto sinasabi lang namin kasi eto nakikita namin na kailangan mo baguhin sayo.."
for what it's worth, i can not thank you enough, for what you guys are trying to do..i realized something just this morning while i was in the shower..i think or last night while i was going home..
i remember chucky telling this one: "GET OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE" and you know what..i think i'll do just that until i'm ready to go back...
what i'm about to tell you ladies and gents...PLEASE, DON'T EVER TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY...but this is actually a compliment, [McD] IS MY COMFORT ZONE..it's true, i figured, the reason why you guys always say na, lalo na si armand: "orville hindi namin nakikita sayo ung orville na nakiktia namin nung nililigawan mo si nicky" show them WHO you are, what we're seeing NOW" diba? oo nga naman men, kaya ganon ako, kasi comfortable ako sa inyo...so..i'm getting in and out of my comfort zone...i'll try NOT to be present most of the time, except for EBM, QBT is still debatable, BS will SURELY be present, because it's the spirtial aspect i'm looking forward for...
i guess, in the end, i told you my "plan..." i just need a break from all this shit going through with my friends...don't take any offense in what i just said..
last night, i just really felt, you guys were doing more harm than good...and i also remember armand telling me:"dapat ikaw nga nagbibigay ng advise sa akn kasi ikaw mas matanda.." it's not that, but i really think differently now than i was before..i choose to keep silent because i'm processing what you guys were trying to tell me last night..but barraging me with ALL THOSE CONTRADICTING opinions was jsut too much for me..i have to figure this out on my own...
thanks guys..thanks for the memories...i'll be back.. ;)
P.S. tony, HUWAG mo na kwento kay armand, andyan naman si chucky...pagnagtanong na lang..
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